i don't remember when was the last time did i polish my babe here.

i thought i'll never come again cause i only come when i feel breathless.

oh ya, i'm breathless again.

because of YOU. i guess YOU know who YOU are.

YOU said that i have to remember that the daughter of YOU even though i haven grown up and my wings are hard. i listen to YOU and i do everything you want me to. maybe not everything cause you never satisfied on everything i've done and the mistake is always there

YOU said that i didn't read the statement and i didn't report to you if they used too much.

sorry, i paid the bill even though i didn't read the statement cause i checked them up at celcom centre. i didn't complain cause you said under 150 is not too much.

what else do you want from me? i'm doing stuff you wanted me to do but then i did it with a different way. i'm not talking about principle and philosophy cause i hate those things too. can you please stop using those words on me, Ms OOI YEE CHUI?

i'm trying real hard to be filial and not to quarrel but then i can hardly control myself. do you know that i'm wiping my tears off in the room? you don't know cause you're watching tv downstairs. i hate myself for being that useless too.

can you please don't be like that? are you too free? why are you there to complain about this and that is nothing relate to you? =.=

i know they are all my problems cause you will never be the wrong one. you're perfect and you don't feel like changing anymore. so, they're my problems. =.=

i'm stressed out. not the very 1st time and not for the very last time, i know. maybe i need to learn to be a patient one.

i feel hard to breathe and i think my symbicort can hardly help me now.

you're killing me, papa.

如果，
你走了，
我应该怎么办？？

你明明知道我最疼的就是你

你明明知道的..

为什么你要那样对我

就算
他们真的偏袒，
我们也没有什么东西可以做啊

我们只能默默的承受，
不是吗？？

如果，
你真的走了，
我该怎么办？？

真的好希望你可以冷静一些
为了我而留下来

*气喘又发作了，真的很辛苦

有些时候，错了就请你认错

明知道是你错了，却又要怪别人，这是一个爸爸应该要有的行为吗？？

知道为什么老哥那么的怕输，那么输不起吗？？

因为这都是从你那边学来的..

你明明知道ah boy说得没错
你们明明就很疼老哥

可能
我们四个都是你的宝贝
可是
你们永远都不能否认
你们最爱的是他

虽说我们知道你们都爱我们，可是你们爱他比我们多。

我们不是小孩子了
我们也有眼睛，我们也感觉得到。

我们并不需要你们公平

因为我们知道，
感情不是东西，
我们不能用剪刀把它剪开然后量好，
再割出来

可能
你们不想承认
可是，
你们是偏袒的

这个是一个事实

已经改不了了

lala..

i created an account here. :P maybe this will be the 2nd 'diary' for me if blogspot is full and can't upload any photo already.

anyway..

nothing much. :P

so, leaving. ha..